My Last Blog =[

So I'm pretty sure this is gonna be my last blog since we only have to do 8 blogs.. i think. Now that I look back on my blogging I didn't really mind it. It helped to actually just get some of the things that were on my mind out. Most of it wasn't really like serious. But I know one of them were. Most of my blogs were just talking about baseball, but thats all good because baseball is pretty much my life. When people think of me, they think baseball.

Today was a very interesting day starting from after school. My day though the whole day was great, I was in a good mood all day and I had no idea why. But after school I had practice, it was really chill, we didn't do much cept throw and hit. And my arm looked really good and I hit okay. I threw a bullpin though, which is the interesting part since I tore my UCl (a muscle in my elbow) and now I'm pretty much not suppose to. I looked good though, I can only throw fastballs and changeups, but they were looking good. I think I'm going to end up being the closer. I'm excited about it since I havn't pitched in almost a year... At the same time, I'm kinda scared because I don't wanna hurt my arm again. But imma pitch a little more consistanly then I have and we'll see what happens I guess.

Yesterdays Game

So yesterdays game was pretty bad, I was all excited to play and everything the whole day to play Will C Wood. While we we're warming up we seemed pretty well, we had a good in-and-out (pregame warmup). For the 1st two innings it was pretty much a slugfest. Will C Wood's pitcher was this big lefty that threw kinda hard but we were hitting him well. It was something like 5-4 by the time we got to the bottom of the 2nd. But they put up another 4 runs in the bottom of the 2nd. We didn't pitch well at all as a team. We game up 14 runs, and walked a ton of guys, it was kinda ridiclous. Our defense wasn't that good either, our outfield did pretty well but the infield made a pretty good amount of errors or at least mental ones. Little things like not keeping the ball in front of you. As a team we hit ok, I like our line-up for hitting. But we gotta work on our defense since our defense is almost a whole new one from last year. Nobody in the infield is in the same spot as last year. And Danny and I our both still in the outfield and people are fighting for that last spot in the outfield. We gotta play Will C Wood again back at their place, hopefully we'll do better today and get the win!!

I did good though, I went 2-3 with 2RBI's, 2Runs, 2Steals and a couple good plays in the outfield. One of them I laid out parallel to the ground and caught it then slid a couple more feet in the mud which sucked because I was all muddy and nasty.

The Rain

The rain ruins everything!! No me gusta it. Normally I don't really mind it because it's not baseball season but it's barly rained all year till now. Now all the rain wants to start coming now that baseball has started and it's really getting on my nerves. It's like my freshman year all over again when it rained all year and something crazy like 39 out of 40 days during baseball season. I was supposed to have a game yesterday but it decided to rain the whole day pretty much, then right when I was leaving practice the sun came out!! I think God(if he's even real) is playing with me right now and it's annoying as hell. Today I'm supposed to have a game too but I guess this game in cancelled too, it was all sunny today when I looked outside, I was all excited. But then I got a text saying the game is cancelled so now that just ruined my whole day. We're probably not gonna get any games in this whole week and it sucks. I really need to play in a real game, not a scrimmage. When I'm in a real game my full focus is on and my swing doesn't feel that well, so being in a game would really help! So hopefully it just stops raining, i think we've had enough of it for awhile because I'm trying to play. This is my last high school year, the last thing I need is for it to rain the whole damn season! F**k the rain!!!!

Baseball

Baseball has finally started and it felt like for ever. We've had a couple days of try outs and it has been pretty interesting. The team was made yesterday so I'm kind of excited to see who's going to be on the team since this is pretty much a whole new team compared to last year. We only have 3 returning starters; me, Adam Dosier, and Danny Dias. All 3 of us have been on the team, together, since we we're sophomores and we're the "leaders" I guess. This year is going to be interesting since we're really young. We got 7 seniors and 2 sophomores, the rest is juniors. As a team last year, we we're all about pitching and defense. Now we're all about the offensive side, hitting and runnin. I'm still really excited about this year though because we just went to the section playoff championship and lost 2-1 against one of thee best offensive team in the state. We're a little scrappy team from a small town and thats why a lot of teams don't really like us but whats makes it better. I love people that hate, you need haters. It only makes things better when you beat them!!

Dumb Ass People

Lets see, this week has been pretty interesting. I've been annoyied with a lot of people but at the same time I'm still having a pretty good week. Tuesday night I had a friend over and she was at my house till 12 something and I guess a girl I used to mess around with thought it was be cool to egg my friend's car and put syrup on it with some of her friends, but they hit my car as well, they say it was an accident but i know thats bull shit. But their all dumb asses, even the dudes that I'm cool with. They got out the car and ran into my court to do it, and by doing that I guess brought attention to my neighbors outside the court and they got their license plate. Once I heard about it by my grandma I pretty much knew who did it after I talked to the same girl that was over the night before. Well I had two guesses, there's only a couple people that I'm not that cool with even though we act like we are but we all know we're really just not. I found out who did it during lunch on Wednesday because two of the guys that were part of the egging to told me that they were there but didn't hit my car and said that it was the girl i used to mess around with idea.
Now that I know everything, I don't know what to do. At 1st I wanted to get her back, but now I don't even know what I should do. I already aint cool with 3 of the people that were part of it, and one of them was my 'twin', like one of my best friends that is a girl, but not anymore. I'm still cool with the guys that told me, but doesn't mean I like them that much. I honestly just wish it was all guys, because then I know what I'd do to get them back! I've never been this annoyied/mad, people (not everybody, but some) just need to except that others will move on and maybe she did too, but she didn't need to go egg someone that I like now car. Just talking about it now is making me mad, but I gotta get it off my chest. This isn't over now, it was until Wednesday. I thought we could just be friends, but now we're enemies!!

Life While Grounded

The last 2 weeks of so have probably been the boring est/worst weeks ever. I've been in trouble because my mom found some stuff in my car that shouldn't have been there. My normal day while grounded is; wake up really late if there's no school. Then maybe go workout with Danny and do some baseball related stuff because that's the only way I can get out the house, then if my mom wants to be nice she'll let me stay out for a little bit and do nothing but sit at Danny house and watch movies. By about 6 or 7 I'll go home and have nothing to do. So I might just go outside and think and play basketball because I don't really like talking to my family, including when I'm in trouble. All they ever want to talk about is how I'm a bad kid and how I'm going to mess up my future, or when it's not about that, it's just about baseball which gets boring to talk about after awhile. I'm in perfect shape and I had/have really good grades, so I'm not messing up at all. I just want to be able to do what ever I want because once I'm done with high school I won't be able to have that much 'fun', like going out and partying. But as I speak, I'm still grounded and it SUCKS!!! =[

Signing On Is Hard

I don't have much to talk about so imma talk about how I couldn't sign on to shit since I've gotten on the computer. I couldn't sign on to the desktop because I guess I didn't know my password, even though I tried like every one I've used. Then it locked me out so I had to go talk to the librarian. Then I couldn't sign on to blogspot. I tried every password I've used for that one too, I don't know how I don't remember any of my passwords, but it was getting kind of annoying. So since I couldn't sign on to blogspot. I had it send me a thing on my AOL where I could reset it. But if you guessed, I couldn't sign on to that neither, but then i remembered my password and got on. Then I reset my password and finally got on to this. And now I'm at this spot and don't know what else to say.
Today is going to be a sad day, I'm quiting. And I don't want to but I'm doing it for my mom. I'm such a good kid!! hahahaha, kind of. ;]